shOutZ**..!! <3
Jessica--hey grl! thanks for alwayz being there for me! we have had soo madd times!! imma alwayz be here for you no matter what!! alwayz a phone call away! your the bestest friend someone could ever have!!hubba hunnie's fo life!! hah! great times in the summer! i dont kno where i would be without you! prolly skinny! ha! tubby!!!! ill stand by you through everything babe!! love ya grl!mwah! best friends forever!!!! <3
Hilary--hey hun!! ive only known you a couple months and it already seems lyk yearZ!! you alwayz know whats on muh mind! im alwayz gonna be here for you!! physcho sisters fo life!! hah wide load!! great times! standing outside in the rain! thanks for everything! if you ever need anything jus a call away! love ya grl! *hugs*!! <3
NannerZ--we get in fights alot but were still alwayz there for eachtoher in the end!! starbucks for ever!! and then the sumemr times were the best!!! thanks for everything! love yas!!
Mikey--mikey mikey mikey.. dont even kno where to begin.. ive known you for a LONG ass time!!!!! all i can say is thanks for alwayz being there to make me laugh! id take a bullet for you! your lyk a brother to me! love ya!! <3
Tom-- wud up baby! haha! i havnt known you all that long but all i can say is that your funny as shit!! haha! its still kinda weird u wanan go out with muh mom tho! haha! craZy times! well if ya ever need nething.. im here! madd love!! <3
Bethany--hey baby! you have alwayz been there for me through everything! i loce you!!! long note are always fun! your lyk my diary thats writes back! babe, if ya ever need anything.. im alwayz here for you! loce yas babe!! <3
Dork-- hi dork! lol.. we be dorks fo life!! hah!! dosers and losers! gotta love em! ha! not really tho! im alwayz here for you if you ever need to talk about nething! love ya grl! <3
KayKay--late night talks!! woo woo! we gotta get together soon!! all i can say is that you have alwayz been there for me and imma alwayz be here for you! if you ever need someone to talk to! alwayz kno im here for you! love ya!! <3
Alyssa--JESUS!!!! hah!! gay gay gay gay! christmas screen names!! babe! your sucha sweety!! alwayz keep ya head up! grl dont ever change.. we gotta chill this summer sometime!! haha great times! love yas!! <3
Brianna--hey hunnie!!! thanks for alwayz being there for me when i was sad! babe dont ever think any les of what you are! your sooo pretty!!!! dont ever let another guy tell you anythign less.. we love you jus the way you are!!!! lol! thanks for everything!! love yas!! <3
Mark--hi buddy!!! we have had some great times this year!! my fridge is so much better then yours!! the OC! woo!! lol.. you can get on muh nerves but your still funny and make me laugh.. change a lil bit over the summer!! hah!!! love yas!! <3
Johanna--hey girl! we have known eachother for a really long time! and you have alwayz been there for me! boiZ aint worth it yea i kno but eh.. lol.. thanks for everything.. your so prettty and dont ever let anyone tell you anything else!! im alwayz here for you!! we gotta chill more!! love yas!! <3
Sam--old people!! why are there so many of them.. shouldnt they be lyk,reading or lyk dead? haha!! great times! using the $100.00 dollar bill for lyk the $6.00 movie ticket!! hah! im alwayz here for you! love yas!! <3
Dallas--yo, we have had some great times! and no matter how bad out fights were we alwayz got through them! thanks for alwayz being there for me to talk to someone! beat and a half! hah! great times in the summer!! love yas!! <3
--if i forgot anyone.. tell me and ill add ya in!!
Regretting..!!</3
sitting alone wonderin why..
why i screwed it all up
regretting everything i said
and everything i ever did
im sitting alone
beating myself up inside
tears in my eyes
the only way i get it all out
leaving every feeling inside
knowing what i want
but not able to get
lossing everyone one by one
everytime i turn around
someone is stabbing me in the back
i aint got no one cept myself in this world
i cant live by myself
how am i supposed to get my head striaght
confused in this world
not knowing whats coming next
a rush of hate runs through my blood
a sense of insecurity
what to do in this world
i regret everything..
^^made that.. and i mean every word i said^^ --sighs--